I Miss It Here
I miss posting bottled feelings here. It has been awhile since my last drop. This den has been my respite for the past two years when I am but questioning my very existence and that I cannot contain the gamut of emotions I had and having.
Now, I am a bit placid. Gone are the days when I spent minutes by the roadside, with a cigarette in hand, counting the buses and cars go by while enduring their exhaustion. While I may jubilate at the thought that depressing moments visits me for quite rare these times, I am afraid I have grown immune of the ongoings of life I used to question or even dread. Wheew!!! I should be disturb then. They said, it is best to write when you are the the peak of your emotions. Be it triumphs or despair; happiness and sadness and everything in between. Horror of my horror, I have not been writing for quite sometime. Too bad!
I should not settle for the plain view and the easy. I should go deep down to my emotions and rediscover the person that is ME - whoever he is that lies underneath my very me. I should always be on my search for being and exhaust myself for that labor… and only then shall be the true respite as a reward.
Care to remind me, should I fail to remember.
March 11th, 2008 at 6:33 pm
thats the very definition of life: to realize that we are barely living, and that we are taking everything in its extremes..
nakita ko ang logo ng yfc sa friendster mo, nakita ko rin ang mga quotes mo.. i find it surprising that you can reconcile a completely bipolar line of thinking (well, at least for me), materialism and metaphysics.
i know im championing mediocrity if i say both are trade offs.. there will always be a third way out, pero sa ngayon, nalilito ako..
you might assume im stalking.
hell no..
hahaha… im just looking for some sensibility in a fairly substandard individualistic fantasy of the cyber-world.
(its a compliment, though) hahaha
champion life, cheers!
June 30th, 2009 at 3:01 am
they said when you are a philosopher or a poet your quite deeper than somebody else.
but i dont know, sometimes when you feel love and talk about it, its more deeper.
emotions are the best influences in writing. a philosopher writes his ideas in purely intellectual manner, words that trace back to its ancient origin. but a writer who writes his emtions out is far more convincing and substantive.